Life is never a bed of roses

Whenever I am getting very comfy with my life, Life always has something in store for me. My life is filled with so many ups and downs, that at certain points, I feel like throwing in the white towel. No matter what I do, there bound to be hiccups and problems. After solving 1 problem, another cropped up. I never ask for a bed of roses but a normal life like everyone else.

Just when I thought I have conquered a problem that has been bugging me and almost drove me insane, it has comes back haunting me again. When can I ever overcome this problem once for all.
I really hate this feeling and it is driving me crazy, SOON!

Whatever it is, I pray hard that I have the strength and will to overcome it and never come back to bug me again.

Family

As I have become older and has gone through many dark hours and happy experiences, I have come to understand that, only family will give you unconditional love. Only they will stand by you, and be there for you through good times and bad times. Everything else is fake or superficial. When things happened, you can see who is real and who is fake. Who is willingly being there for you or who is using the excuse that they are busy. Even people that you thought they were your true good friends.

It is kind of sad for me as I am sincere to befriend them, to be their good friends. Sincerely want to by their sides if they need me, if they want someone to listen to their problems, to share their joys and happiness, to help them whatever I can if they need my help. But seem like fair-weathered friends are many but true friends are few. Very few and hard to find indeed.

And is through this kind of friends, I have come to appreciate my family more and more. Although we may have quarrels and disagreements at times, but I still love them deeply. Especially my mum. If not for her being by my side at my darkest hours, I will not be here, writing this blog. Or neither have the courage to seek happiness again, if she hasn't encouraged me. That's why I love my mum and want to thank her for being by my side and always be there for me when nobody is.

Baking = Destress session

I baked again. This time I have tried something new, coffee flavour. Taste quite nice but abit sweet though.

Another attempt!!

Okay, this is another baking session, sort of a de-stress session for myself. But this time round, everything is wrong! The cupcakes has over flowed from the paper cups, the icing sugar doesn't mix well into the buttercream, causing the buttercream to taste powdery. Ergh, I will do well next round.

Macarons

My macarons are in pink! Abuthen?

I like these! These macarons are bought by Guan and he specially brought me to buy it. The macarons are from Artisan Sweets and look, even the packaging is sweet. The macarons are not too sweet, which suits me. And of course, I finished it up!

Wedding preparation

Look at the macarons. Pink macarons with black cream, how cool is that. If not for our chinese traditional beliefs, I don't mind a black and pink theme. Hurhur... How cool is that.

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Baby all bare

No, this is not the magical winning numbers for TOTO or 4D but total mileage which I had drove my "Baby Fit". Finally I am going to hand her over to the car dealer on Tuesday. Tonight is my last ride with her. Kind of feeling very sad when I drove back home. I can even feel my tears swelling up.

This afternoon I had stripped her bare, taking out all the accessories. It is weird to see her all bare, as if I had just took the car over from the car dealer. Almost like someone else car.

When I told Guan that I was sad, he told me that in future, I will able to own a ride again. Well, I hope so too. After all, to me, having my own ride is not just a mode of transport but a hobby as well.